In these past couple of weeks, I have surprised myself.
I had never known that I was so capable. After the loss of so much, I would’ve expected to crumble into a grieving rubble of sorrow.
Instead, I was resilient. I handled each adversity with my head high and optimism higher. I picked myself up with wisdom I didn’t know I had and strength I did. I tried my best and shrugged when things didn’t work out the way I wanted to. I actually had fun instead of dreading each inevitable moment.
Not only did I allow change to happen, I embraced him with welcoming and warm arms!
I flowed with the rhythm of life and danced to her beat instead of trying to swipe her drumsticks out of her hands and force my own version of what I think is right.
What no longer serves me has left and now I have space for so much more!
As I sit here, with the jasmine incense lit and flowing ever so gracefully, a bowl of fresh papaya and contentment bursting in every fibre of my being,
I begin to wonder,
Maybe existing isn’t some random and pointless event,
Maybe it’s a crazy adventure,
Or an epic story,
Or an extremely detailed simulation,
But maybe, just maybe,
It really doesn’t matter
I'm so happy that you can relax without being on edge! You go girl! Im proud of you for not dwelling on what went wrong, and I am inspired by you to do the same. :)
I really enjoyed this blog post and I'm glad to here that you are embracing life and enjoying it. I hope that you will always remember to live in the moment. I admit this next line can be cringy; you only live once;) xx
it feels so serene reading this. I feel like commenting disrupts it. in a way I think nothing really matters and that it shouldn't matter that it doesn't matter either. I'm glad life is flowing through you as you embrace it. I know you'll continue to live by breathing the world in with every fibre of you.